Fears

Well... I'm thinking I should rename my blog "fail blog" cuz so far I'm failing at this whole daily blogging thing lol! Anyway I'll just keep going through and if it's not 30 days in a row then oh well, at least I kept going... I just like to spread things out lol.

So today's subject is all about fear.  Not only saying what my biggest fears are, but explaining why they are my fears. 

My number one biggest fear has most definitely got to be graduating from Grad School.  There are many reasons why I worry about graduating, but mostly it goes back to the fact that I have no idea what will happen after I graduate.  I suppose the recession has a large part to do with this fear, the fact that we live in Wyoming and I am getting a degree in Social Work does not help.  I do not feel like there are that many social work jobs in Wyoming.  Along with not knowing what the future holds career wise, I am afraid of what changes may come afterward.  I have already changed a lot in my first year of Grad School so I'm worried about who I really am without school.  Cuz in all honesty, I don't know who I am, so there will be a lot of work that needs done as I transition into a new path this next year.

My second fear, as odd as this may seem, is birds.  I hate birds, I am not sure when this fear began, but it is a pretty bad one.  I just think birds are very nasty and vile creatures! I feel like they could be pretty vicious too, especially birds like crows.  I also have a hierarchy of hate for stinking birds, crows are the top of the list, then nasty pigeons, and everything else follows those two. 

I'm not really sure what my third fear would be because honestly #1 takes up a lot of space.  I've always been a little afraid of heights, mostly because I'm afraid of falling and breaking something, specifically cracking my skull.  Other than those few things though I'm not sure I'm afraid of much else.