Fears

Well... I'm thinking I should rename my blog "fail blog" cuz so far I'm failing at this whole daily blogging thing lol! Anyway I'll just keep going through and if it's not 30 days in a row then oh well, at least I kept going... I just like to spread things out lol.

So today's subject is all about fear.  Not only saying what my biggest fears are, but explaining why they are my fears. 

My number one biggest fear has most definitely got to be graduating from Grad School.  There are many reasons why I worry about graduating, but mostly it goes back to the fact that I have no idea what will happen after I graduate.  I suppose the recession has a large part to do with this fear, the fact that we live in Wyoming and I am getting a degree in Social Work does not help.  I do not feel like there are that many social work jobs in Wyoming.  Along with not knowing what the future holds career wise, I am afraid of what changes may come afterward.  I have already changed a lot in my first year of Grad School so I'm worried about who I really am without school.  Cuz in all honesty, I don't know who I am, so there will be a lot of work that needs done as I transition into a new path this next year.

My second fear, as odd as this may seem, is birds.  I hate birds, I am not sure when this fear began, but it is a pretty bad one.  I just think birds are very nasty and vile creatures! I feel like they could be pretty vicious too, especially birds like crows.  I also have a hierarchy of hate for stinking birds, crows are the top of the list, then nasty pigeons, and everything else follows those two. 

I'm not really sure what my third fear would be because honestly #1 takes up a lot of space.  I've always been a little afraid of heights, mostly because I'm afraid of falling and breaking something, specifically cracking my skull.  Other than those few things though I'm not sure I'm afraid of much else.

20 Random Facts

So easy way to start huh? 20 random facts about myself, I am just gonna go with it and not worry about if whoever reading this already knows.

1. I have NO idea what I want to do with my life even though I am now going on to my 6th year of college and will be graduating with my Masters in a year!
2. I know I don't want to be in Wyoming forever, I want to experience different places.
3. My dog is probably the being that loves me most in the world, she gets super upset if I'm not around and really excited when I come home.
4. I have a million best friends, I cannot just choose one!
5. Most of my friends do not live in Laramie, they're all over the States.
6. I have way too many weddigs to attend this year, good thing weddings are fun!
7. I think my niece is the best child in the world.
8. I'm not sure I will love anyone more than I love my sisters!
9. In approximately 4 months I will be in a new house... WOOHOO!!!
10. Both my parents still live in Laramie, in fact, other than my sister my entire dad's side of the family lives in Laramie.
11. I love the beach.
12. My best feature, at least in my mind, is my eyes.
13. I can't stand a dirty house, the problem is I hate to clean.
14. I am so so so easily distracted it's not even funny.
15. My favorite summer activity is fishing, I could spend days and days and days by the water and be perfectly content.
16. I am so impressed by kids, they are really so smart, society is what tends to ruin them.
17. My mind is my own worst enemy.
18. I have a love/hate relationship with cooking.
19. I'm doing the Tough Mudder in a month, I'm not sure what I've gotten myself into!
20. I need to get back to meditating, writing to Chelsea, and blogging... ahh summer!

Let's Kick This Back Into Gear

So, part of my 101 in 1001 was to blog everyday for a month then continue every other day... guess what my 1001 days is up in October and my blogging skills have been on the decline.  So in order to help myself, I found an activity on pinterest from another blog (Hope and Dreams http://cherishinghopesanddreams.blogspot.com/2012/01/30-things.html, check em out).  So, therefore, I will do my best to try the 30 things and blog everyday for a month. Perfect timing too since this is the last week of the semester!

So here is the list and then I will add another post (for today) to answer the question:

1. List 20 random facts about yourself.


2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.

3. Describe your relationship with your parents.

4. List 10 things you would tell your 16 year-old self, if you could.

5. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?

6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

7. What is your dream job, and why?

8. What are 5 passions you have?

9. List 10 people who have influenced you and describe how.

10. Describe your most embarrasing moment.

11. Describe 10 pet peeves you have.

12. Describe a typical day in your current life.

13. Describe 5 weaknesses you have.

14. Describe 5 strengths you have.

15. If you were an animal, what would you be and why?

16. What are your 5 greatest accomplishments?

17. What is the thing you most wish you were great at?

18. What has been the most difficult thing you have had to forgive?

19. If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?

20. Describe 3 significant memories from your childhood.

21. If you could have one superpower, what would it be and what would you do with it first?

22. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?

23. List your top 5 hobbies and why you love them.

24. Describe your family dynamic of your childhood vs. your family dynamic now.

25. If you could have dinner with anyone in history, who would it be and what would you eat?

26. What popular notion do you think the world has most wrong?

27. What is your favorite part of your body and why?

28. What is your love language?

29. What do you think people misundertand most about you?

30. List 10 things you would hope to be remembered for.