I have now been sick since last Wednesday... my days are mixing up and I suppose today is Friday so I've now been sick for over a week. My body falls in a funk and then it can't get out of the funk! I went to the doctor today, she ran a pregnancy test which was thankfully negative, but unfortunately, she said there is a good chance that I am coming down with the stomach flu which means no foods that could possibly upset my stomach and lots of fluids and then hopefully I can bypass it. Due to this and work obligations being at 6 or before almost all week, I have missed work outs all week! It's annoying because I know when I go back Monday it will hurt!
On a good note, in less than a week I will be leaving more my mini vacay with my best friend's family! We are going to Cali to visit Cameo. While we're there we get to go to Sea World! On the other days I'm not sure what we're doing yet but Cali is SO SO SO exciting! I've never been there before!
Back to the sad notes...
Shane's grandpa had a stroke last weekend and has not been coming around since then. Tuesday we got a call that he was dying and Shane went down there. They were keeping grandpa alive so his family could say their goodbyes, then miraculously sometime in the afternoon grandpa stabalized. He is still getting help breathing and now it's an issue of the amount of brain tissue that is damaged. The more damaged brain tissue the worse it is because then he will not ever be the same again. Yesterday Grandma decided that on Monday she's pulling the plug because his living will says he doesn't want to be a vegetable and wouldn't want us sitting around waiting for him to come around. I'm really scared, I don't want to be gone during all of this for Shane. I keep thinking that Grandpa will come around, but I know he probably won't and chances are that is probably better for him. Now I'm stuck because I leave for Cali Wednesday night and what if Grandpa's funeral is while I'm gone. Shane's family has become a big part of my family and I am so lost on what to do if this all happens. It sounds so selfish I feel like, of course the answer would be I have to wait to go to Cali because I can't miss Grandpa's funeral. Had I been the one to buy the ticket it would be so much easier. Cameo's parents bought me this ticket almost 2 months ago and we've been planning and all excited since then... This all presents a problem and I'm so confused and not sure what to do with the situation.
Lastly for the over week that I haven't posted, I am now entering the 4th week of school... why is it that it's already doing by so fast? I have already written 3 papers and today I'm working on 2... This is also the weekend of the Texas v. Wyoming game. I have a feeling we're going to get stomped and unfortunately I cannot find it on TV because Comcast removed the game from their network. There's a lot of people in town and the Texans stick out like a sore thumb with all their orange! It's kinda cool though all the people in town. It's cool to know there actually is a team out there that people support them so much they travel hundreds of miles to see them.
Of course my stomach hurts and I'm tired... still 7 hours and 40 minutes in my day! Well at least I went over the half way mark!
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About Me
- Kei
- I'm a pretty simple person. I am very much hometown and would rather spend a good night with my family, boyfriend, or dog than go out and do "the college thing." I love the summer time, camping, fishing, and the sun in general. I work at the only bridal shop in town which is fabulous (my mom's word totally). I want so badly to be done with college which you will probably figure out and love my family, dog, and boyfriend more than anything.
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