Lots to talk about...

So as most would probably expect, blogs about teenage pregnancy doesn't just come from anywhere. My sister is 16 and pregnant. After much thought and going back and forth about a thousand times, my sister chose to keep her baby. It was definitely a hard choice for her and I am behind her every step of the way. Since the decision we have been in full baby mode. We have already bought (when I say we I mean my mom) a bassinet, car seat stroller combo, play pen, Moby wrap, and many other small things. I bought my sister some bottles and crib sheets, we're trying to stick to necessities. We've also receieved some great things from Jocey (newborn car seat, bouncer, bath tub, and newborn diapers). This definitely won't be an easy thing but we will do just fine and I think my sister will be a great mom.

Yesterday we cleaned out Jordyne's old room and painted in a nice calming green. Talon was awesome about painting and hauling things out. It was best when he turned around after about an hour of painting and said "this was fun, now it just sucks." Ha ha... I couldn't believe we got the ENTIRE thing done in one day! Now we just need to get the exercise room clean so that Shane can steam both the carpets at once. I'm not going to lie it's a tough time and not an ideal age but I'm pretty excited. I know everything will work out and be fine no matter what. I do get worried about things like paying for him/her and if Talon will really stick around cuz they're so young but I feel I have to push those things to the back of my mind. We have to make the best of it and when complications come along we deal with them then.

My Dad has been having a really hard time with all of this! I don't blame him it's got to be about ten times harder for dad's but I know it will all be ok with him too. I finally talked to him after giving him some space. He said he is just having a harder time getting excited because he's so worried, no dad wants this for his teenage daughter. I told him either way it's going to be his grandbaby and that everyone will work it out but we can do much else. He's getting better. It really made me happy this morning when Mama Lani told him she heard the good news and congratulations. He said he's just really worried and it's going to hold Lindsey back from a lot so Lani said "yeah but life continues after that... your gaut complicates things and so did my cancer but we get back in there." Gotta say she was awesome for that and I still love Mama Lani VERY much!!!

I'm still going to Piloga now twice a week instead of just once. My body is getting less sore so I must be getting better at it and stronger. I absolutely love it! It gets me together and keeps my sanity I'm pretty sure. I love how much it relieves my stress I swear I figure it out for myself then something like my sister getting pregnant happens. Not that her being pregnant is bad it's just nerve wrecking and I stress a lot. Although it's less stressful than when she was deciding and I couldn't sleep. All is well now and I know everything will work out!