Ok and now the real deal!

So I just had to do that survey thing cuz it seemed fun ;)

Yesterday I had a shoe party and I really appreciate everyone that came. I think I counted 16 people there it was so so so much fun. It was the first time I've really ever hosted something to the point that I made food and everything. I'm pretty sure almost everyone bought shoes helping me earn 4 free pairs of shoes!!! I now have 7 pairs of shoes from My Shoe Shoppe. Oh I love those shoes, I think I'm slightly obsessed. It's a darn good thing I'm broke so I can't afford anything so I don't buy anything. Such as the Miche bags that I am in love with at work. They're those cool bags that you have shells for then you can just switch them out. I could get it for 20% off but I still just can't justify it when I already have 2 purses. My anniversary with Shane is coming up (5 years!) but I've already told him a million things I want (bra (haha I need a new one DESPERATELY!), watch, fishing pole, now a purse). Oh boy I'm on a roll...

I have to say I really appreciate Lisa and Rachel for coming to my shoe party and realizing that it doesn't matter if it was at my mom's. I'm so glad that some people (although it's not many) in my family can look past the crap between my mom and my dad's side of the family and realize that it's not a big deal. My boss asked me last night what would happen when I get married and Rachel said "eh they'll get over it." I love her for that :)

Now totally off topic, I just have to say it because I can't get it out of my mind. How come every girl seems to have that one creeper guy (ex or not) that just can't get over it? I have a really bad one. As everyone knows Shane and I broke up for a bit and I dated Booker. Oh my, WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?! First of all he's not my type nor is he attractive. I'm starting to think, as mean as it is, that I did it because I knew when Shane came back around I could let it go easily. Not that we actually dated because Booker is one of those guys who thinks that being a jerk to girls will keep them around. I also think that made is easier to drop him when Shane came around. It has been over a year and a half since Shane and I got back together and I stopped talking to Booker yet in his mind he thinks that he still needs to call me or text me. Shane said I should just be civil so I was until recently.

On my way to Portland he started some creeper memory lane thing with me that was totally inappropriate and I'm not going to lie. I lost all control and flipped out at him. I told him to expect this to be the last time he hears from me and that I was happy and he was nothing but a filler when I was with him. I know that was REALLY mean but I had to do it! He didn't talk to me for almost a month then on Saturday I got a call at 4 in the morning. I of course ignored it I usually ignore my phone at that time unless it seems to be important but it being him only pissed me off. In the morning I listened to the voicemail of him going on and on about getting beat up and it was the first fight he lost and he really needed help cuz he was bleeding and couldn't breath. Last thing he said was and I got stabbed... twice. OH MY GOSH!!! and that's an oh my gosh in the I busted up laughing way. I didn't feel bad at all cuz I knew it was just a ploy to see if I would talk to him. I told Shane about the message and he just laughed and said if he was stabbed he would start with "I was stabbed" and call the police not a girl. Aye, Aye, Aye! That's all I can say. I keep thinking this will go away but I know it won't, my mom said she still has a stalker guy from high school who recently tried to find her on facebook.

I guess I'm in a lifetime of creeperness for my bad decision.